someone has gone..

forsaken me..

abandoned me..

left me..

i don’t know..

what to say..

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speechless..

special for my mom in her 40 b’day ..

January 12 2006..

I started my day as usual as the other day.. woke up lately, was lazy to take a bath, avoided breakfast, quarelled with momma and then went to my work place.. Regret for the quarell, in the middle of the trip, i realized; "OMG, today is my mother’s birthday..!!" Felt the sickness, sorry and a hard beat on my chest mingled in one.. I was just wanna throw myself on the street to get crushed by the car for paying my mistake.. But then, I was getting my life back and tried to think about what gift should I give to her.. And on the time I wrote this, I’m still far away from home, in next one hour, I’ll be home to say: "Selamat Ulang Tahun, Mama.. Long-long mo minta maaf atas semua salah yach ma..!!"

zu ni sheng ri kuai le..

shen ti jian kang..

wan shi ru yi..

zhang ming bai shui..

Gila.. daejanggeum keren banget.. aseli, serial korea yg amazing bwat gw.. trutama ttg aktivitas masak-memasaknya.. itu yg siiip buanget.. hehe.. ga kebayang klo di korea sana ada perjalanan sejarah seorang dayang istana yg sebegitu touchingnnya..